Three blue numerals illumine the room.
           You shiver, chilled from the fallow corn field.
We slip through the gloom, this electronic
           twilight torn from NASA’s scrapbook of Neptune,
or the light from one of its cold moons
           exposing towel craters and sheet plains.
Who knew matter would look like this, would take
           on light, a sudden streak, would feel like this,
reveal a body nine planets away,
           when all the light we thought that mattered was
three planets aligned. What does the question
           of life matter so far from the sun? Why
not continue to Alpha Centauri
           or another close star, find a planet
to settle, start our lives over, forget
           the dark past, the path it took to get here,
light years away. All we would have is this
           room’s pale light as guide, its stained navy sheets,
squeaky bed, boxer briefs, jeans, the turquoise
           towel on the floor, two brown locked on two
blue as they orbit not each other but
           morning’s ciphered blur.

Copyright © 2006 by Matthew Hittinger.
All rights reserved.
Published in Disquieting Muses Quarterly Review, Fall 2006.

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